SAD :(

MY BABYY TODAY NEVER TALK TO ME...
MAYBE BECAZ I NEVER TALK TO HER?
SADSADSAD...
IM SO JEALOUS XD...
I NOW POSTING THIS IN SCH !!!
HAHAHA...

WE ALWAYS FIGHT BUT WE WILL STILL BE BEST FRIEND...

IS ALWAYS LIKE THAT :)

FIGHT FINISH THEN NVM THEN FRIEND AGAIN ...

HAHAH..OKKIES

NVM NVM NVM..

FIGHT IS GOOD BECAZ WE WILL KNOW MORE ABT US :)

NEXT TIME IF IM TRIED I WILL TRY TO BE MORE HAPPY :)

FIGHT END HERE..

GO ON WITH OUR BEST FRIEND LIFE AGAIN?

OF COZ <3

I DONT UNDERSTAND

"you will say u are tired and whatsoever but girl plea know I am not a fool who can let u cover thinqs I really don't know"....


TELL ME WHAT TROUBLE IM GIVING YOU?

IDK

I DONT KNOW U DO A PEACE SIGH TO ME...
I WAS NOT STARE AT U UP DW..
I WAS STARING AT ANOTHER PPL...
SRRY FOR NOT SEE THAT..
I KNOW THAT I TALK RUDE TO U AFTER U SAY MISS YEO CANT SIGH...
SRRT FOR THAT..
BUT WHY U DONT BELIVE THAT I WAN SICK?
I HAVE NOT HAVE A GOOD SLP FOR FEW DAYS..

REPLYING

WHY U KEEP SAYING I SHOW ATTITUDE TO YOU?
IM NOT..I JUST TRIED THIS FEW DAYS ...
WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT..NVM
I TELL YOU ALSO..
I TRY TO TALK TO YOU BUT U SHOW LIKE U DONT CARE ANYMORE...
AND THIS FEW DAYS U ALWAYS WITH HER THEN DONT WANT TALK..
I THOUGHT THEN U ARE ANGRY OR SOMETHING SO I DIDNT TALK..
I AM KIND OF SAD WHEN U WITH HER ALL THE TIME ...
BUT WHAT CAN I DO?
I CANT PULL U AWAY FROM HER...
IS UR CHOIES TO BE WITH WHO..
OR IT WILL BE UNFAIR TO YOU..
I KEEP THINKING ABOUT UR FEELING AND I DONT WAN TO HURT IT..
BUT CAN YOU JUST THINK A LITTLE BIT ABT MY FEELING?

IM BORED

IM BORED AT SCHOOL!!!
SO I WENT TO PICK UP MY PHONE TO USE THEN SAW THIS PICTURE :)
SO I COPE IT :)

AH PA HUS :)

NOT REAL AH PA LAR XD 
BUT IS MY HOSTEL AH PA :)
I WENT TO HIS HUS TO CHAT AND TALK ABT 
THE THING..LIKE THE NEW PAPER THING ABT HIS
GOOD THINGS..BUT WHY IT WRITE LIKE IT BECOME HIS BAD THINGS..
LOLX RIGHT? STUPID NEWS PAPER...
WHEN I WAS WALKING THERE WITH MY FRIENDS AND WE SAW A RAINBOW :)
AND MY FRIEND TALK AH PA I GOT A NEW TATTOO...
AND HE WAS LIKE HUH? DO UR DAD KNOW?
THEN I SAY YAH !
THEN HE WAS LIKE OKKIES :)
HAHAHA....
I THINK I'M GOING TO BE ON THE NEWS PAPER...
THE PERSON TAKE SO MUCH PICTURE OF US AND SAY IF ANYONE OF YOU GOT CASE CANT BE ON THE PAPER?
HAHA...

BUS TO CHALET :)

FUN TAKING PICTURE WITH MY BABYY :)
HERE A FEW PICTURE :)
ENJOY~

TONNING TONIGHT :)

I STAYING OVER AT CHERMAINE'S BROTHER CHALET :)
AND WITH MY BABYY USING COMPUTER :)
IN THE ROOM..
OUTSIDE IS LIKE MAD !!
THEY PLAYING WITH XBOX KINECT ..
GOING TO SWIM WITH BABYY TOMORROW :)
AND THERE WILL BE BBQ TOO~
EE...NW MSN NO PPL TO CHAT :(
SO SAD ..BUT NVM :)
THERE BABYY TO CHAT WITH:)

BORED AT SCHOOL XD

BORED BUT A LITTLE FUN BEFORE AH MAN GO HOME XD
THE CLASS IS LIKE SO HIGH TODAY !!
TEACHER KEEP SCOLDING BUT LIKE NOBODY CARE :)
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW XD
CHERMAINE'S FAMILY AND ME IS GOING TO PARTY !!
AND I CAN STAY THERE!! YAY!!
IM GOING TO DRINK TILL I DIE :)
SMOKE TILL I DIE :)
IM STILL THINK ABOUT AM I GOING TO PUT THAT TATTOO...
THE LIP TATTOO...
IS FUN BUT KIND OF PAIN A LITTLE :)
BUT I SCARE MY PARENTS FIND OUT AGAIN ....
AND THIS TIME IM GOING TO DIE...
IM GOING TO END HERE AS IT SO LONG :)
I WILL POST AGAIN SOON~

SCHOOL LIFE !

I JUST HATE SCHOOL!

IT'S SO BORED !

I GO SCHOOL BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER WAY!

IF I DON'T GO...THEN I WILL HAVE NO MONEY NEXT TIME :)

 I JUST TAKEN PICTURE WHEN IM BORED :)

RAMDOM!

I WANT TOPUT A NEW TATTOO!!

IT'S SO NICE :)

IT'S NICE NOW :)

NO MORE SKIN DROPPING :)

AND IT'S NOT PAIN ANYMORE :)

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE IT :)

AND MY HAIR TOO~

CRAZY PEOPLE XD

EVERY WEEK , THERE PEOPLE BIRTHDAY...
I DONT KNOW IF IT REAL OR WAT..?
BUT EVERY WEEK , MY DAD WILL GO THERE TO DRINK..
ONLY SOMETIMES I GO FOR A FEW CUP OF DRINK :)

FAMILY OUTING ...

 THIS WAS SOMETHING ABOUT KIDS..

THEY TEACH THEM HOW TO MAKE A NICE ONE :)

THEY WHOLE PLACE WAS LIKE A ZOO

ALOT OF ANIMAL BUT ALL MAKE BY BALLON ..

 I JUST SIMPLY LOVE MUSHROOM SOUP..

ANYONE KNOW WHERE HAVE SELL NICE MUSHROOM SOUP ?

THIS WAS A VERY BIG BOWL OF IT!

TAKING PICTURE WHEN WE WERE AT THE MRT..

GOING TO CWP TO BUY TRAIN ...

FOR MY BROTHER..

SOMETIME I HATE MY BROTHER XD

BUT NVM..HE STILL YOUNG..

IM WAITING XD

FACETIME ON IPHONE

HAHA...HAVING FUN WITH DANIEL :)
HIS FACE WAS SO TRIED...
SADSAD...HE CANTT SLEEP XD
WISH TO FACETIME OR WEBCAM WITH HIM AGAIN :)

Babyy :)

2years 2month 17days 5hour :)
Haha... I still love you :)
Ever we fight or somethings but we are still the best :)
Haha.. Hope I can go to ur hus next sat day :)

CHURCH :)

I'm at church nw ...
But very tried :(
I only slp like for 3hr only ...
Can die !!
But never mind Becaz I so long never go to church...
Tomorrow is the start of the school ><
Everytime, is holiday ..i wan to start sch ..
And Everytime is school day .. I wan to faster holiday :)

TON XD

I finally can go ton at other people hus :)
Lucky I ask my dad first then my dad then ask my mum ...
I help babyy to Cre8 blog :)
We play with torchlight and shoot at other people
They are like so stupid .. Fucking funny XD
We play the dance game then other game ...
So tried but we play until 5am ...
On 19/03/2011 :)
Love my babyy<3

BORED XO

TODAY IS LIKE THE MOST FUCKING BORED DAY EVER ><
I WAKE UP AROUND 10 AM
THEN WASH UP ..
THEN COOK FOR MYSELF TO EAT..
THEN WATCH TV ..
THEN PLAY COMPUTER..
DO SO MANY THINGS AND IT JUST 1PM!!!
SO I WENT TO FIND MY MUMMY:)
BUT BEFORE ENTER THE SHOP..
I TAKE A CIG FOR THE WORKER AT THE SHOP:)
SO I SMOKE OUTSIDE THE SHOP BUT HALF..
MY MUM COME OUT AND SAW ME SMOKING ><
BUT MAYBE..SHE AREADY KNOW :)
SO I WAIT FOR SHE TO END WORK THEN GO FOR LUNCH AT 3PM
THEN GO FOR SOME SHOPPING :)
I BROUGHT A NEW SHOE TODAY :)
AT COTTON ON :)


REALLY...IT'S THAT BORED AFTER THAT SO I END HERE :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE BY FTISLAND :)

LOVE IT TOO ~

KOREAN :)

DO YOU KNOW WHO IS LEE HONG KI?
HE IS FROM FTISLAND :)

 DO YOU KNOW WHO IS KIM HEE CHUL
HE IS FROM SUPER JUNIOR :)

LOVE THEM BOTH:)

SWIMMING :)

PART 1
I HATE IT!!!
WHY EVERYTIME IS IM THE ONE WAITING FOR U?
OK..THAT IS NVM..
BUT I JUST ASK U TO WAIT FOR ME THEN U SAY WAT?
I DONT WANT TO..IM GO TO TAKE BUS FIRST SO WE MEET AT CWP !
WHAT THE FUCK?


PART 2
WE WENT SWIMMING :)
I LOVE IT!!
I ONLY LIKE GO TO CHINESE GARDEN :)
BECAUSE THERE A LOT OF HANDSOME GUY :)
I JUST MET ONE TODAY:)
SO HAPPY THAT HE WAS KEEP LOOKING AT ME ><
AND HE SMILE ...
THEY ALL SAY THAT HE LOOK LIKE ANDY LAU ><
I THINK SO HE LIKE MY TATTOO ...
THAT WHY HE KEEP LOOKING :)
HE ALSO HAVE TATTOO ON THE BODY..
ALOT TOO~
NOW IM STILL KEEP THINKING OF HIM...
I WISH TO SEE HIM AGAIN :)

DOMOKUN

DOMOKUN!!!
I LOVE IT <3

CUTTER...

IM A CUTTER BUT I HAVE STOP FOR ABOUT 1 MONTH?

IM JUST NOT GOOD AT TALKING ABOUT WHAT I FEEL..

EVERYTIME I WAS HURT..I JUST KEEP IT INSIDE OF ME.

UNTILL ONE DAY I CANT CONTROL IT..

THAT WHAT MAKE ME CUT MYSELF..

STONE BY STONE

I HAVE A WALL U CANNOT SEE

BECAUSE IT IS DEEP INSIDE OF ME .

IT BLOCKS MY HEART ON EVERY SIDE

AND HELPS EMOTIONS THERE TO HIDE.

YOU CANNOT REACH IN, 

I CANNOT REACH OUT.

YOU WONDER WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT.

THE WALL I BUILT THAT YOU CANNOT SEE

RESULTED FROM INSECURITY.

EACH TIME MY TENDER HEART WAS HURT

THE SCARS WITHIN GREW WORSE AND WORSE.

SO STONE BY STONE I BUILT A WALL

THAT IS NOW SO THICK IT WILL NOT FALL.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS NOT YOU,

TRYING TO BREAK THROUGH.

I WANT SO MUCH TO SHOW MYSELF,

AND LOVE FROM YOU WILL REALLY HELP.

SO BIT BY BIT

I CHIP AT MY WALL,

TILL STONE BY STONE IT STARTS TO FALL.

I KNOW THE PROCESS WILL BE SLOW.

IT'S NEVER EASY TO LET GO

OF HURT AND FAILURES LONG INGRAINED.

I LOVE THIS SONG XD

THIS SONG IS THE BEST
<3<3<3

ME?

 I WENT SHOPPING WITH MY COUSIN (XIAO KAI)..
SMOKING AT THE SAME TIME WITH TAKING THIS PHOTO :)

                                                  IM TOO BORED AT HOME XD

                                                 AFTER I FINISH MY TATTOO..

                             WHEN IM DOING MY TATTOO :)

TATTOO

I JUST HAD A NEW TATTOO ON MY BACK :)
IS A ANGEL WINGS :)
WHEN I WAS PUTTING , IT WAS LIKE FUCKING PAIN MAN!!
THINK OF JUST THE SOUND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GOING TO HELL !
BUT NOT EVERYTHINGS COME THAT EASY ...
DID I CRY? OF COZ...
NOT THAT CRY..BUT TEAR JUST ROLL DOWN..
IT REALLY HURT !
THE UNCLE SO BAD...
HE KEEP SAYING IS GOING TO FINISH
BUT HIS FINISH IS LIKE 30 MIN X0
WHEN I FINISH THE UNCLE STILL NEED TO PUT A CREAM OR SOMETHING..
THEN HURT SO MUCH ><
IT ALL END AFTER 2 HRS ...

SEE !!
IT IS STILL RED..
BECAZ THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN WHEN I JUST FINISH :)